Ambergryff's Blog

So I was almost out of DBT. In case you don;t know its a program to help those who have borderline personality disorder.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder

I have not been doing the commitment I am suppose to do. But I’ve found out a few ways in witch I can do it. No going into details the title is called Grr because I am in a bad mood. recently my mood has been very angry for the smallest reasons. When Ariel laughs I want to punch her. When sister comes to me asking if I want to go to the dog park I want to scream no. I have yet to take on these actions but there getting stronger. But I have one way to keep myself calm. Its.. it could be worse. I could be happy or my computer is keeping me calm as well. But whats getting me really angry is this. I have nothing! Nothing to do, nobody to interact with, nothing to watch, nothing! I’m trying to interact with my family (mostly mother) but its failing in general. I’m looking for a new game for the android.  I found one game I really wanted but I’m having problems finding it again.

The game I am looking for is something like final fantasy. the older versions. I want to be able to create a character and go around killing monster as part of the story. If you know of a game then please put it in the comments I would love to know it.

So I got a new android phone. its brand spanken new with my old number in it. I have 2g of space into it and allot of ram space as well. not entirely sure how much ram but enough to keep it going thats for sure.  So should I get the wordpress app? I mean it might be helpful but I don;t know if I will be using it as much as I will the pokedex app. witch is not as often as I hope for. I have wallpaper app and a photobucket app in witch I know I will use and have been using sine I first got it. I’m hoping for a good game in the amazon app thats free but I have to be patient for that one. As you can tell I am already looking for the good ones and hoping for the better ones as well.

So I have been in school recently. All I did was a basic math class.  I finished with a C! yay I passed! SO yeah I’m still in pokemon mode at the moment. especially since my birthday is coming. The theme is pokemon.  So I’m in the mood to battle at the moment weather is be magic cards or pokemon.

http://www.wizards.com/Magic/Summoner/

http://www.pokemon.com/us/

These two sites are pretty fun if you want to know what I am talking about. on the pokemon on you can click a link and begin playing with pokemon TCG (trading card game)

okay so we tried to make our first podcast but it turned out really loud and kinda jumbled a bit. I think we’ll try one more time and then just give up if it doesn’t work. I think my friend is starting to get annoyed. I’ll put it up evidently though.

I just started listening to padcasts and it seems to be a interesting thing. Makes me want to make my own. But I’m such a bad talker. I don’t know what kind of questions I would answer. I would need my own website as well.  I’m thinking of all this and it seems like such a fun summer activity. talking with my sister Kiki and me Venya maybe my best friend  along with the group. It would be fun to answer questions that would make a good conversation. Then there is the sex questions that EVERYONE would want to know. I don’t know if I could make the padcast a pg rated thing. I know there would be cussing and explicit stuff. Were all kind of perverted really. In a teenage way.

I don’t even know what to call it! like like… Val… or what would our theme song be? omg what would we do!! man this sounds fun! We should totally try this!

hello and I’m glad to start my new post. a little about me.

loves to draw, loves to write, loves to read comics and sometimes manga. um… I’m currently looking for that special someone. I’m 19 and looking for someone to take care of me and loves to cuddle. I’m a huge cuddle furry and loves to just relax sometimes.

Although I like a little if I don’t do something soon then I go crazy. I’m in collage and starting in fall. I’m going to be doing beginners drawing and a writers class. I’m hoping for there to be allot of writing.  >_< so yeah I hope to make more blogs and have a good time here. and I hope to make some new friends.